The First Post

First posts must be the hardest thing to write. First posts ARE the hardest things to write! Ever! Seriously, how am I supposed to make this interesting?
This isn't my first Blog, I have a Livejournal aswell, but I can't even remember the last time I updated that. I just wanted to start again without having to delete that journal. And now I have no idea what to write. Really I don't have a lot going on in my life right now, other than work, which is more than a little bit sad really.
Never mind. :)
It'll pick up soon! Halloweens coming and I'm hoping to spend that with my friends Debbie and Darren, no dressing up this year though - I'm a little dissapointed. I'll have to find a way of dressing up without dressing up if you see what I mean. And after that? Let the packing begin!! When the contract on my rented flat runs out next year I'm moving back in with my folks for a while. I have my reasons:

• I'm sick of renting and plan to save for a morgage, but I can't if all my cash is going on rent and bills.
• I'd really like a social life, but...well...rent and bills.
• I'm doing a night course at college, my exams will cost me £40 a pop and I can't even do those till I've spent £135 on joining the AAT. Hmmmm...education vs rent and bills?
• I want to travel. Which is a really brave thing for me since I'm such a scardy little mouse really. Doesn't take a lot to get me all scared 'n' frazzled, but there are so many places I'd like to go! I have a friend working in China, I'd like to visit her but I can't afford the travel costs. I'd like to go to America, Canada, Japan, Australia, Iceland, tons of different places...I can't even afford a passport!

Thats only some of my reasons. It doesn't help that a vets bill (big vets bill) has resulted in me owing my Nan money, quite a lot of money. I'm really sick of worrying about money. When I'm back at my Mum's I'll be able to afford to do all those things that someone my age has already done. I started renting at about 19/20 years old and while it gives you freedom of sorts, its not always good. I've got two rooms over my Mums which I'm going to Ikea the hell out of and a lot of junk in my flat that I've got to get rid off. This may take me some time...

So now I'm blogging again I'll be able to cover all that in here.